[He could say a lot in a letter he'd leave to people if he ever gets ported out, like Wally did to him, but when he thinks about it, he doesn't want that to be the first and only time he expresses his feelings. There's a certain sort of emptiness to receiving a letter like that, to looking at a video recorded by Armin (I always loved you) and realizing that you were trapped, that you couldn't say anything back, you couldn't say you're important to me too.
They knew. But that doesn't mean enough when he can't say it back. Saying things out loud... that's something to work on. You live a life as transitory as theirs, and you learn that regret just isn't worth it.]
Anyway... let's take a look at this present of yours.
[Did Kaneda look it over for safety features? Probably. As always, Jaime's generally the least talented person in the room, and while he dedicates every day of his life to learning about mechanics, he just doesn't have the natural touch of a born biker like Kaneda. But heck, Jaime's going to look it over anyway.]
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Date: 2016-07-26 08:02 pm (UTC)[He could say a lot in a letter he'd leave to people if he ever gets ported out, like Wally did to him, but when he thinks about it, he doesn't want that to be the first and only time he expresses his feelings. There's a certain sort of emptiness to receiving a letter like that, to looking at a video recorded by Armin (I always loved you) and realizing that you were trapped, that you couldn't say anything back, you couldn't say you're important to me too.
They knew. But that doesn't mean enough when he can't say it back. Saying things out loud... that's something to work on. You live a life as transitory as theirs, and you learn that regret just isn't worth it.]
Anyway... let's take a look at this present of yours.
[Did Kaneda look it over for safety features? Probably. As always, Jaime's generally the least talented person in the room, and while he dedicates every day of his life to learning about mechanics, he just doesn't have the natural touch of a born biker like Kaneda. But heck, Jaime's going to look it over anyway.]