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I understand; it's something personal. At home, most of us think we're going insane when it happens the first time. Akihiko-san found Junpei crying in a convenience store.

[Oh look, it's the only person Minato removes honorifics for. He pretty much just says Junpei-kun as a very blithe joke.]

Really? Is that useful?

Man I don't blame him. Or any of you.

[...Jaime totally cried too, his first day on the field. Poor Junpei. He gets it.]

Eh it's okay. I keep it off unless I think it's something I have to know. Otherwise it's just an invasion of other peoples privacy

[Jaime is totally a cross between Minato and Junpei. Minato already decided this months ago.]

I understand. Was that something you had at home? I probably should've asked about this a while ago.

[...and now, it's time to tell a direct lie. He hates doing it, but he doesn't want to out himself as the Blue Beetle just yet.

Of course Minato of all people would ask direct questions, huh?]

Nah the powers are new. It's not that important anyway since it's not like everyone goes around telling each other about their powers here. It's normal for us anyway

It would be nice if we got to choose our powers though

[Indirect isn't really Minato's style, that's for sure. It's also not his style to hold things like this against anyone. If/when he ever finds out, he won't hold the lying against him.]

I tell a lot of people about my powers... It seems to come up. Is that weird?

It would be. Although I'm sure if that were the case, Shinjiro-senpai would never want his back. [Which Minato thinks is really very sad, even if Shinji doesn't.]

Nah. Some come up more often than others

Would that really be such a bad thing? If he could just choose not to have them?

Rejecting your Persona means rejecting yourself. If senpai can't find a way to live with Castor, he'll never be happy with his life. It's a reflection of how he feels.

Is it as simple as that? Would he even feel that way about himself if it wasn't for what castor did in the first place?

It's circular. He never would have lost control of Castor if he didn't feel that way in the first place. It might be helpful for you to remove the Persona part. Even if we didn't have Persona, self-loathing will be outwardly expressed; the person would make a mistake or find a reason to perpetuate their loathing.

You probably know someone like that, I'm guessing. Removing their powers wouldn't fix the problem then, either.

[Ugh. This is kind of a who-came-first kind of question, isn't it? It sounds like Shinji's just been kept in some sort of awful cycle.]

You don't think it would make it any easier to deal with without having Castor to worry about then? It's not like I didn't already know that Shinji's got some stuff to work through no matter what

[An awful cycle is how Minato thinks of it, at least.]

Until he was Ported out and came back, the time you've known him, he hasn't had Castor, right? How was he?

Not great. But he's gotten a lot better

Do you think that's because he hasn't had Castor, though?

I get this funny feeling you're trying to lead me to a specific answer dude

[It's all those answering his answers with more questions. Like he's talking a shrink.]

But no it's because he worked hard at it. Might have been easier for him without Castor might not have been. Only way to know is to straight up ask the guy

Sorry. I don't want to be leading. If you disagree with me, I'm interested in what you think instead. I might be wrong, but...

It might have been easier not having Castor, but I think it was having Akihiko-san and you around, supporting him, that did it. And because after his death, Shinjiro-senpai had a form of closure; he's able to face it in a way he never was in the past.

It's okay. I don't disagree with you, I just don't really have an opinion on it yet

[He still has so much to learn about Personas, about how they work, and what they mean. He's comfortable to continue leeching off of Minato and Ken.]

But you're right about one thing. Having people around you who care about you is always going to make things easier. And now that he's got Castor it's not going to go away anytime soon so he may as well make peace with him

And we can help with that too

[Jaime really lucked out on the answers front when they showed up, that's for sure.]

Yeah. I talked to him about it. Practicing summoning will be good, so I offered, and he said he had another friend helping him, too.

But... I also think it would just be sad if a Persona-user were never comfortable with their Persona. That's probably because I'm so close to mine, though.

[...annnnd that friend is him, because in the end, Jaime agrees with Minato.]

It's good you're close to yours. And while it's still around I think it would be good for Shinji to actually accept his too. But if what you're saying about it being a reflection of himself is true then that's probably going to take a while

[Sorry, Shinji.]

Yes, it will. I told him he'll have to be patient. But I think together we can make it happen.

By the way... did you know that he and Akihiko-san have matching Persona, from the constellation Gemini? That's cute, isn't it?

Wait for real? That's like freakin destiny in motion

Never tell him I said that that sounds so cheesy

Well, if you think he doesn't know you're cheesy already... Okay.

But yeah, for real. At that point it does seem like fate.

WOW

does everyone know how much attitude you've got under there

Probably not.

It's a special privilege for you, Jaime-kun.

That's just you being devious. Nobody's gonna believe me when I say you've been picking on me

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