[ She thinks about that a little while longer, then answers honestly: ]
Not good news, no. I mean...Don't get me wrong, I'm not scared to grit my teeth and do things I don't like. Obviously. But I really can't imagine that I'd be any good at it at all. And I'd HATE it. The thought of having to kiss up to people I hate makes me SICK, and I talked it over enough with Mandrake to know that I won't be able to just chuck all the people I hate overboard. But...You know. I promised Mandrake that I'd try, that I'd study so that I can get ready for it, and he's gone now so I can't even take my word back. But that's not who I want to be.
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Date: 2015-07-09 05:26 am (UTC)Not good news, no. I mean...Don't get me wrong, I'm not scared to grit my teeth and do things I don't like. Obviously. But I really can't imagine that I'd be any good at it at all. And I'd HATE it. The thought of having to kiss up to people I hate makes me SICK, and I talked it over enough with Mandrake to know that I won't be able to just chuck all the people I hate overboard. But...You know. I promised Mandrake that I'd try, that I'd study so that I can get ready for it, and he's gone now so I can't even take my word back. But that's not who I want to be.