[Killua follows up on Jaime's thinking with a confirmation of solid understanding on his own. Death was what he was aiming for, right? He's sure that's why Gon didn't go, too. He may not be a bad guy at heart. He was just lost and making a lot of bad decisions.
Killua still didn't think that was right. But Gon saw things more in black and white, didn't he?]
I'm glad, too. I don't want anyone to have to get hurt, here. [When he'd first arrived, it'd seemed like a safe haven. Somewhere he and Gon could have fun and live normally, leaving the seriousness of home back there. That lasted all of two minutes before every crushing reality met them full force. Time, Kite, Hisoka, Chrollo, now Alluka-- He sighs a little, letting a bit of that out as he slumps forward over the table, resting his elbows on the top.]
I want to keep training and see what I can learn about everyone who's here. [To prevent further cases like this. He thinks Jaime will be able to understand his feelings there.]
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Date: 2014-11-11 07:48 am (UTC)[Killua follows up on Jaime's thinking with a confirmation of solid understanding on his own. Death was what he was aiming for, right? He's sure that's why Gon didn't go, too. He may not be a bad guy at heart. He was just lost and making a lot of bad decisions.
Killua still didn't think that was right. But Gon saw things more in black and white, didn't he?]
I'm glad, too. I don't want anyone to have to get hurt, here. [When he'd first arrived, it'd seemed like a safe haven. Somewhere he and Gon could have fun and live normally, leaving the seriousness of home back there. That lasted all of two minutes before every crushing reality met them full force. Time, Kite, Hisoka, Chrollo, now Alluka-- He sighs a little, letting a bit of that out as he slumps forward over the table, resting his elbows on the top.]
I want to keep training and see what I can learn about everyone who's here. [To prevent further cases like this. He thinks Jaime will be able to understand his feelings there.]